Working from the living room today... my mom got really ill and I’m afraid and sad and I try to cope as best as I can. But my brain never turns quiet so I jump from one task to another. That’s why I brought my painting supplies out of my art studio, this way I can switch between things easier. I know that many people on Instagram only show the positive and happy sides of their lives, but that’s just not me. I’m also still grieving my brothers death, so it’s not really a surprise for me that I feel so vulnerable, anxious and confused. It’s triggering me, I don’t want to lose my mom. Please send good vibes! I am flying to my family in Germany next week to be with them, I’ll try to keep up creating! .
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